“I’m just trying to make you more perfect.” – Mom
From infancy, an Asian American woman learns the game of perfection – but if your goal is perfection, will the game ever end?
This was a film which I’ve caught for the first time and i was truly mesmerized by the lighting and the filming techniques used to generate the moods and sounds. In particularly, a key prop was used for the film to help emphasize the essence of time and it intensified suspense gradually.
So the film takes you through the protagonists’s journey from a child till she grows up into a young talented violinist, and then into a wonderful woman with a good career. She was always taught of what’s right, what is accepted, and what is perfect in her life. Even with simple things such as gestures and greetings, she was brought up to have the mindset of a perfectionist.
As a child, our protagonist goes through the cycle of learning new skills, and she starts out from a little infant, learning how to piece perfectly shaped figures into the game board. It was only a toy but the protagonist’s mum subtly pushed for her child to start learning at such a young age. In addition as she transits into a young girl, the protagonist comes into many other situations where she just follows as taught by her mother, and in her eyes, those standards were perfect. These routines of receiving awards, greeting with manners, playing violin superbly and the list goes on. ALL these routines were the norm in her life, and the protagonist watched herself go through all these perfect actions year by tyear as she grows up. And this was further emphasized by the scene of the protagonist piecing each shape into the game board as the time winder increases slowly, as she grows up.
Lighting:
Personally I think the lighting on the protagonist’s face was amazing. The shadows on the protagonist’s face were mild and it played really well with the black and white color temperature of the film. Especially in scenes when our protagonist is up on stage playing the violin, the key light (spotlight) used to place emphasis on her was effective as it gives the illusion of her, being all by herself, and being perfect, getting awards and achieving good results.
Camera Angles:
I do admire the montage sequence where close up shots of the protagonist’s agony was captured as the music intensifies. Majority of the shots were Mid close ups or ECU shots; done with soft light definitely. Actually I am abit confused but hopefully i’ll get a go at trying this. If there are shadows on the protagonists face, how was that effect created exactly. I mean, soft lights can create shadows and so will harsh light but is there a difference?
Anyways, in final:)
Based on my interpretation, In an asian culture it is a know fact that children are all expected to attain good grades and parents like to compare their children’s achievements amongst one another. I guess this film really made me, the audience, feel a sense of belonging? I was definitely able to interpret and connect with the protagonist’s pains and her frustrations silently, even without dialogue.



